My very last baby ever is not a baby anymore. A belated birthday post

I've put this post off thinking that If I didn't believe it, it wasn't true but no matter how hard I close my eyes and cross my fingers and wish it were not so, this little baby boy has officially entered the realm of toddlerhood.

Oh how my heart breaks when I think that he is the very last one to know the warmth of my womb, to know the beating of his mamas heart from the inside, to share the secret that is the very core of my existence on this earth.

The very last seed that is planted in our garden of love.

To the most perfect way to finish my family, Happy first birthday Fletcher!